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The Messenger ~ The Tea Party

Got a letter from a messenger
I read it when it came
It said that you were wounded
You were bound and chained
You had loved and you were handled
You were poisoned, you were pained
Oh no
Oh no
You were naked, you were shamed

You could almost touch heaven
Right there in front of you
Liberty just slipped away on us
Now there's so much work to do
Oh the door that closes tightly
Is the door than can swing wide
Oh no
Oh no
Not expecting to collide

For a minute I let my guard down
Not afraid to be found out
I completely forgot dear
What our fears were all about
Oh no there's no need to be without

If there's a chance I would take it
This desire I can't kill
Take my heart please don't break it
I will crawl to your foothill

I'm frightened but I'm coming
Please baby please lay still
Oh no
Oh no
I'm not coming for the kill

Oh no
I'm not coming for the kill

Oh no
I'm not coming for the kill

I had a good time at Kylen's last night. I think everyone had a good time. Seemed to be a generally good feeling... very naked. First time I'd drank in a while, still debating on whether that was a good thing or not. I managed to drink about a third of a 2-6 of vodka to myself, minus one shot that Kitty took. May not sound all that impressive, but I'm a light weight.

The snow is crazy. It's been so long since I've been around this much snow that wasn't instantly slush, like CR snow. Driving to and from Ky's with Jordan was an ordeal. I swear we were gonna die.

Speaking of which, had at least three horror movie moments this weekend. First was with Jordan and Lisa on our way back from Improv night. We were trying to get out of Ladysmith and back to the highway when we somehow got onto a back road that was dirt and gravel and the only lights around were the headlights. Very creepy. So we decided that werewolves took over the town. Second was with Jordan and James on our way to Ky's. I don't remember exactly what happened, but it also involved werewolves and snow. Finally was at Ky's place with Jordan and Nikki and Alleah provided our finale. As we were all sitting there, the power began to go out. Ky lives in a cabin type house surrounded by trees and stuff. Very horror movie like. Alleah got killed. Can't remember if she was topless then or not.

Thanks to Heather, she showed me a clip from Who's Line Is It Anyways? on YouTube and now I'm additcted to it... again. She was so determined to help me feel better earlier. It worked.

Oh ya, was down today after Adam left. Oh ya, Adam came to see me today. Ok, back on track. Down. Not too big of a deal. I can deal. Painful is all I really have to say about that.

Adam. We went Christmas shopping together and went to dinner. I missed him a lot. I was really glad to see him again.

Ok, now my exciting news. If any of you are planning to have me around during the winter break, exclude the 21st to the 29th cuz I'll be in California. Ya that's right. My family is going to Disneyland/Universal for Christmas! So excited! Ok, that makes me sound lame but here's my reasoning: I've never left the country, I've never been on a plane, I've never been to Disneyland. I am sad about one very important thing though, I have to leave Andy behind. So I think I'm going to go back a couple days early so I can see him before I have to be away. I think what I'll do is bring my laptop with me or something so I can keep in touch with people over the break, as well as keep you all updated on my childish fun. Mwa hah!

Ok I'm done for now.