Dancing in the dark...

Eva ~ Orgy
you know i've started to grow since you've been away.
lately it's scarier not knowing,
what's become of you
are you proud of me now? I can't tell
i'm not as fearless as you.

[chorus:]
still i pretend that you're still standing by,
to show me wrong from right,
never got a chance to say good bye.
take this gift from me,
hold it deep in mind forever,
and never let this go.

i used to think you were crazy,
when you were hooked to the screen.
but now they tell me that you're in a better place
but where did you go?
and i swear sometimes you're watching over me
still i'd give the world for the chance
just to see your face again.

[chorus]

now, now there's nothing left but time,
know that i'm following you.
eva's always on my mind and it makes me wonder.
what happened to you?
you know it makes me wonder.

I've been thinking a lot lately. Nothing really important, just wondering about the "what if"s like I tend to do. As I look out the glass door of my house, I can see the rain falling again. I always seem to smile in the rain.

I can't wait for the party on Friday! Thanks to Jordan I have everything I need for my costume now. Next time I wonder if we'll actually get lunch first when we go for lunch...