1) I can't seem to finish my psych paper and it's almost a week overdue. The harder I try to work on it, the more futile the effort seems, because I just don't grasp the concepts.
2) I'm the most homesick I have ever been in my life. Ever.
3) Work cut my hours from 15+ to 3 and I have bills to pay, and school to help with.
4) Tomorrow will be my Dad's birthday and I won't be there for it for the first time since I've been born.
5) I've been getting progressively more sick as the week goes on.
6) I came to the realization that I'm going to fail the class that I have to write that paper for, and part of me doesn't care.
7) The majority of my weekend has consisted of moving all the stuff out of my grandmother's place so that my family can move her into a support home in Kelowna. It's pretty depressing disassembling a huge part of your childhood so that you can send half to storage and half to the S.O.S.
8) Though I had a great time last night with everyone, I'm sure most of you noticed that I had a pretty awful stomachache for most of the night.
9) I got home today to find a message on my answering machine to call work. They cut my hours from 3 to none. Permanently.
Basically, my life is pretty much giving me the finger and laughing about it in my face. Every time something seems to be going right, some sort of Karma or Fate or something comes around and flips it all upside down on me. I can't take it anymore...
I feel about ready to snap at the smallest thing.
4 comments:
you always have me baby. thats one good thing to all those that are bad that happen and you can always depend on me to be a rock for you when you need me to.... or a sponge. i wish i could be there to help you through all of this, but time as it has always been is splitting us, but there is always the three days i will be down there. always remember baby, i love you with all i have to give and more and i don't like seeing you like this so if there is anything i can do... you know me, i'll drop what i'm doing for you, just to hear the smile coming over the phone. I LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOVE YOU.
Wayne just got fired so we are looking to hire people asap so you should let Shauna know you need a new job. I know she'd love to have you on staff
*hugs*
i love you. i know that doesnt really help...but stephy.....if you need to let it out...just give me a wail and ill try my darndest to be the friend you deserve
Steph!! We need to have a hang out soooooooon and enjoy our apartment. And set up some house rules for guests... yessss!
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