Tuesday, October 24, 2006

Lost in the space...

Ok, so I'm not really new to this but I had restart it. My other account is broken....

So, since I moved, I've actually learned a bit about myself. Sometimes I'm not quite sure what it is I've learned but I know that I'm not the same person. Last night when I was walking with Jordan, I realized how much of a small town girl I had (and guess I still am) been. And now, I feel like almost a new girl all together.

I'm glad I came here, but part of me is still staring at the river from the bridge back home. The rain reminded me of my old home, and I was glad that I had someone to enjoy it with... even if we did get soaked. But to have someone there, someone to talk to so casually, someone who would really talk with me and listen, made me feel like my home is in both places. And it is. Just sitting on that net felt so... I can't even think of the word for it... but thank you. I really owe you cookies now.

I should also thank everyone else. You all have made me feel so welcome and I can't even begin to thank you enough. Without you guys, I'd be sitting at home every night, missing home to no end.

The one I think I have to thank the most is Kaitlyn. I love you to pieces, Kitty. I am so glad to be able to able to see you and spend time with you like old times again. We may be older and, well maybe not so much, more mature, but I know that deep down inside us are those two middle school girls who still enjoy each other as though for the first time all over again. I think I may have to make you cookies too.

To all you back in Campbell River, don't think I've forgotten you. You still hold a big piece of my heart. Everytime I think of home I think of you, and love you all. You are my family, my friends, my love. I miss everyone and I can never wait until the next time I get to visit. One day I'll bring my new family and friends to you so we can all have fun watching the awful strippers or something. Or visa versa, I'll bring the first to the new and we can all enjoy kareoke.

... I just realized how nostalgic I sound..... I'm gonna stop now...

I need to go do something really random now... *wanders off*

3 comments:

Anonymous said...

I dont know if people understand how much i love blogs, i have so much time in my days since i do nothing, and reading blogs really helps in that department! Im excited steph! Keep writing! I less than three you!

The Voodoo Doll said...

Well Trev, I'll do my best to keep you entertained... I hope you get better soon

Anonymous said...

Steph, it's so good to hear from you again!
Aaaaaaaaah!
I will most totally head over the Strait and come a-goof with you.
Much happy.