Wednesday, November 01, 2006

The darkness grew in the blackest night...

Comfortable Liar ~ Chevelle

Broad, is this sea
The salt, enters the wounds
My take, on you is simple

So heal, your fear
To heal, your fear

Time, spent wading off shore
The calm, before the storm
My take, from you is simple

So heal, your fear
To heal, your fear

You're such a comfortable liar
You're such a comfortable liar
You're such a comfortable liar
You're such a comfortable liar
You're such a comfortable liar
So calm
Cause I said wrong

You comfortable liar
You comfortable liar
You comfortable liar
You comfortable liar
Liar


I never thought that I would be taken for a spin like that again. For once I thought I had put naivity behind me, but I guess I was wrong. I am everything that my mother said I am, and I hate it. I am that sightless little girl, willing to trust in everyone and believe their lies until I am the one that ends up hurt.

Never more than I do now, have I wanted to go home and curl up, alone. Lock myself away from the world, wrapped in that loving wool sweater and just cry until my eyes hurt.

So I guess it comes down to the fact that I can really only trust three males in my life.... my father and my brother. I'll let you all stew over who the third is. He knows who he is and that's all that matters.

3 comments:

Richard said...

You bet it is me,
as it is you.
HELLO!
Feeling better?
you sounded pretty sick on tuesday?


<>< mantrain

Anonymous said...

Hey You!

Thanks for the comment :P I hope all is well for you. Don't worry about boys, they are just a waste of time and money. Hang in there. You have plenty of people who love you and want nothing but your happiness. I miss ya, and love ya and dont forget.... you're never in the gutter with your eyes on the stars... *hugs* chrissy

The Voodoo Doll said...

HI RICK!! I was getting pretty sick on tuesday, but I have my voice back now... in return I keep coughing instead. I at least feel better, thank you. And I have to say you made a great goth ^__^

Chrissy, I love you too, and I hope calgary is treating you well. I'd hate to see you turn into a cowgirl on us haha. I'm actually better than that post seems to make me sound...